Happy Birthday to me..

is it time to recount what i have accomplished in this past yr? i try to recall and i don't know what to say.

i feel like a hatchling from one of thousands of turtle eggs laid on a kuantan beach. i hatched the same time as my sibling but while they headed straight for the sea, something in me set me in a direction different from theirs... a year past, and i finally decided it was time for to head for sea like the others, but i find myself heading in the same direction as a group who looks the same as me, but smaller, of cos they r... they r a yr younger than me... so being bigger than them makes me a bigger target, an easier target... like them i have not seen the sea before, but somehow because i m older, i m expected to be a better survivor than them...

makes me wonder if i shd b regretting not setting in that direction when i was born, was it wrong for me to be different? is it wrong for me to choose this path now? i don't know... and i can't tell for sure, but i am not one who lives with regret... i m just contented with whatever that comes my way, cos i still believe that is the only way to live...

28 yrs... and maybe i m not doing as well as i shd be, or r there areas i m doing better that i have not yet realised? nevertheless i m thankful, for the well-wishes, for the One who loves me and for the one who loves me... i'm still just a girl, who believes in love...